haven't forgotten about blogging, vaguely, i've been busy, uninspired,
and drained of words because of term papers and readings. but there is
plenty of news to be shared and some very good news which must be
publicized:
1. this is the last month of my BA, after that, it's
all in God's hands. from what i understand He has big hands, so lets
hope my future that rests in them is also big! i'm looking for a job,
anything related to law/law office, so i've joined an unprecedented
number of job search websites in hopes to find some legit employment-
the search is going great, i'm sending out resumes, cover letters, and
refrences left and right, but no one's replied yet... if all else
fails, i'll have to go to "daddy" and ask him to ask his connections.
2.
this coming month will be a whirlwind of activity, i've got 5 finals, 3
papers, 2 presentations, 2 more in-class "quizes", and a trip to
plan... i'll get to that later
3. i'm at my grandma's house and
for the past 15 mins she's been fascinated by my mp3 player, she keeps
saying "it's so small, how do you get music from it?" i had to go
through the task of telling her how to download music, and how you
upload it onto the mp3 player then hook up headphones into the little
hole... i came across some trouble as i know very few malayalam words
pertaining to download, headphones, hook up, usb port etc.
4.
the great thing about saturdays in surrey, and the only great thing
about surrey in general (besides my grandparents) are the garage/yard
sales. i got these 3 really great art-deco bowls from the 70s for $10-
in really good condition too! i love those kind of bowls- my mom has a
few from the early 80s and come my leaving the house, those bowls come
with me
5. there are some pretty important changes going on
within the family, all for the best, but all going on at once. these
next couple of years will be jam packed with interesting events i'm
sure. and after the end of this month things will be in place to
permanently change the state of the family. without saying too much
until things are set in stone and legally finalized, we're looking
forward to some decisions that will make us all happier members of this
family. don't jump to conclusions yet, i'll tell you all what going on
when things are done.
6. the only thing on my mind lately, has
been......my trip to CALIFORNIA!! i got the (suprising) okay from my
parents to go with my friends to LA. we're going for 11 nights and 12
days. we'll be staying next to the beach, going to disneyland,
universal studios, six flags, and some other places which i will
disclose once i'm back!!- i can't talk much more about this- all the
planning and decision making is driving me insane- i just want to go
now. everytime i'm with my friends all we end up taking about is what
we're going to do when we're in LA, transportation, and places we HAVE
to visit...
the process of asking my parents wasn't as grueling
as i thought, i asked if i could, and after a session of "make sure
you..." and "don't...." and "what else...." and "for how long...." i
got the final okay. the tickets are booked and there's no turning back!
7.
i can't give up thinking about what's going to happen after graduation.
i'm going to have to leave never never land and grow up, get a real
job, with real people, and enter the real world. i can sense the
emotional change that's suppose to happen, but i don't want to face it
as reality. i know i keep talking about this over and over again, but
it's the dominating thought in my mind: that i have no set path in
front of me, i'm standing at the edge of my life and at the end of the
next couple of months i'm going to have to take a step that'll decide
how i my future turns out. i've decided to write the LSAT again in the
fall, everything i'm hoping to become and do with my life depends on
that LSAT- i'm giving myself the coming summer to get over my fear of
the LSAT and study to the point of perfection.
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